I started a small to learn basic photography, but now it feels like a second job. I bought new , signed up for an online course, and promised myself I would practise every evening. When I miss a day, I feel guilty. I want to , but I’m losing the enjoyment that made me start.
Try changing the of you expect from yourself. A hobby does not need to become a test of your ability. Choose one small goal for the next month, such as taking a short walk with your camera once a week. only the activities you truly enjoy; you can leave the course or extra practice for later. At the very , give yourself one evening each week when you do nothing for the project.
It may also help to keep a simple of what you learn. Write down one thing you noticed after each walk, such as how the light changed or which pictures you liked best. After a few weeks, look back. You may see a in your photos, even if you have not practised every day. That record can show progress more clearly than a strict schedule can.
If you still want to continue, set a that fits your real life, not an imaginary perfect week. You can always add more effort later. For now, make room for the part of photography that feels fun. A project should support your life, not crowd it out.