Once, many summers ago, I found myself at an emotional crossroads in my grandmother’s backyard.
The garden was wild and bright, with peonies and chrysanthemums standing bravely by an old wooden bench covered in faded linen.
My job was to plant carrots and garlic beside them, but instead, I created a mood board from fallen petals and leaves, pretending to design a blockbuster movie scene.
My little cousin, the self-appointed antagonist, chased me around with a toy hammer, demanding his turn to be the director.
We laughed so much that day, our montage of memories growing larger than the garden itself.
Later, when the sun dipped low, my uncle struggled with the extension cord for the whiteboard he used to plan the new retirement path he called his “portfolio”—the grown-up version of a mood board, perhaps.
Now, many years and investments later, I sometimes stand in my own kitchen, holding a pineapple or washing spinach, the scent of garlic on my hands, and remember that scene.
Life’s plan never stays fixed, no matter how carefully you organize your portfolio or draw your dream garden on a whiteboard.
Customer reviews and retirement plans, the bias of nostalgia—they all shape the story, but reality is always messier.
Sometimes, preparing dinner feels like recharging after a long day, and sometimes the hum of the stapler on my desk or the flicker of a horror movie on TV reminds me of the golem of anxiety that still rises now and then.
As adults, we discover that life is more first come, first served than we ever expected, and no extension cord is quite long enough to connect every hope to every outcome.
Still, I keep a linen napkin folded in the drawer, a private investment in memory.
It reminds me that somewhere between the laughter and the chores, the garden still grows inside me.
